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2006-01-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

GE WEI XIANG QING FU LAO

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

and pls relink me at http://gluedwithgaps.blogspot.com/

this blog is too big liao..

2005-12-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

WORST birthday ever!!

this is the most worst bdae in my whole entire life.

though i got presents but i was stabbed.

the first time for the past 14yrs that i dun feel excited about my birthday.

no birthday cake.

and i cried so much. its not becos i was happy pls.

too much things.

so dun feel like being at home..

2005-12-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

hohoho. xmas is over. MY birthday is here.

i got my camera alrdy *looks at fishball-

yes, its that casio one and its red in color!

i can finally tke foto like i used to.

2005-12-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

my nightmare continues..

i was cryin like so long ytd. up to the wee hrs of the night.

this horrible house. it seem like everything is my fault when actually it's not.

i felt God so real last night. im like on His lap with Him comfortin me when im cryin like i can nv stop.

The words Dad told me is like no one will said to me not even my mum. my wound stopped bleedin. He loved me like no one else will ever do.

2005-12-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY HANDPHONE SCRATCHED. BIG FAT SCRATCHES!

the hp cant be sell away when i dun wan it anymore.

2005-12-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

i was sitting on my bed this morning thinkin how much shld i spent to buy my stuff, suddenly something quite bitter & is rather hurtful came pass me. and it's the reason why i have to spent my own money to buy the stuffs i waited for so long and expects to buy somewhere near my birthday with money given.

her birthday: ($1oo-$6o)+$2oo+swensen cake

my birthday: $2o+a simple meal costin arnd $2o

see the difference. mum offered my sis like $340 for her bdae. mine? not even 1/4 of hers. obviously i knew the reason.

2005-12-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

hohos. my bdae is coming. oh yeah!

some ppl still havent give me my present.

today saw a pink stud belt at chinatown, exactly like what i want

but i never wear jeans. so cannot try & so didnt buy. zhen shi sian..

think by this wk will go buy. yeah! finally got new belt!

this wk gonna be the best, save the best for the last.

belt, shirt, digital cam & heartawards(first time mum allow me overnight out other than chalet & camp) zhen shi shuang!

no usherin for heartawards but there is cafe! yeah!

working with new ppl. nothing better than at hoGc.

2005-12-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

went yishun play bball again. mayb this time will be the last time can eat with them. or even play with them lor. sch reopenin soon. if can go, at most only until 9pm. zhen shi sian.
aiya, more & more ppl sayin me & honghwee look alike. diao..

2005-12-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

during the christmas services, the endin song was too real. it is ringing in my mind.

SO YOU WOULD COME

Before the world begin

You were on His mind

And every tear you cried

Is precious in His eyes

Because of His great love

He gave His only son

Everything was done

So you would come

Nothing you can do

To make Him love you more

And nothing you've done

Could make Him close the door

Because of His great love

He give His only son

Everything was done

So you would come

Come to the Father

Though your gift is small

Broken hearts, broken lives

He will take them all

The power of the word

The power of His blood

Everything was done

So you would come

2005-12-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

BLESSED CHRISTMAS.
what a wonderful xmas.
okay, im ashamed to say that i didnt give anyone anything.
and many people gave me gifts.
ying's gift was the best. it's the thing that im always lazy to buy.
hahs. bdae coming. where is my present?

and yar, i found my long-lost brother.
LUO HONGHWEE!
that time go play bball they say we look alike.
tis time someone thought im his sister.
shiwei got tis fwen named darryl,
today after dinner, we went back to church.
honghwee was doin BM, darryl looked at him in the art gallery and ask me:
"he is ur brother right?"
i immediately exclaimed:"NO!"
he thought that we were siblings.
honghwee and hweeyee. "GOT THE HWEE"
diao. if i really got a hao gege like honghwee jiu hao.
too bad i dun have. only silblings-in-Christ.

2005-12-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

i cant imagine this bdae w/o church.
my mum doesnt wants to give me any present.
not even a cake. its so not fair.
i will still get my mangoshirt, bodyshop perfume, winniethepooh.
i saved for this day. im going to shop like never before.
anw, i will still get my digital camera frm dad.
AND, the best thing is i got my Father in heaven.
He gonna give me my present, and i noe it's there.

2005-12-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

blown-away~ service was great! and yes, i was touched. the ending song super nice. service was packed! we layed-out not enough chairs. and there were not enough ushers. we all wore christmas hat! and i did stock-check today. so tiring. im super lousy at counting. dunno lost count how many times.
im going for service again tml. yeah!

2005-12-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

no present is more worth than seeing souls saved and live changed on christmas and my birthday.

2005-12-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

food cross was super fun! (although i was like leading stones other than shiwei)
many unhappy things happened though. or rather i wasnt happy.
anw, it's over. and im quite happy.
i love the movie the most. so nice and cant be describe.

christmas is here soon! so is my birthday.

AND!! today when i reached home, i saw a letter which is for me.
guess what? it's a birthday card from pastors.
i was shock! i thought only the leaders & those facing PO will have it.
i got it too! and it's mailed to my house.
i got the same card as qing but i still like it.
the cover is so touching lah.
God turns to us, one by one, and says:
"You are my child, I love you dearly."

2005-12-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

went suntec today. actually wan buy the winniethepooh. but thought of it, need to carry it all the way. so shld be ask my dad buy. so i no need spent my money. afterthat went home. wait for 70 for 30mins and the bus nv come. so took 133 in the end. stupid sia. waste my time & money.

sometimes i just felt so disappointed in ppl. giving empty promises and stupid excuses. no need to investigate so much alrdy know is excuse. i just felt so pressed down.

2005-12-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

ushers' outing so fun!! hahs.
there were crazy games and we walk all around.
the most irritating game-ic is MELVIN
we look for him all arnd and he is at a super far rock.
we went to the rock nearest to our pit and saw this uncle with a bike sun-tanning.
first time, we thought it's not melvin. so we went to another rock.
after that, we cant find him and thought that was him who went to change his shirt. so we went back.
just when kahwah was going to hug him, he realise that is not melvin cos that guy is botak.
and all rest of us can see his tummy when we are not on the rock. hahs. melvin where got so fat? zzz.
melvin went so far with his bicycle. and my team walked & run the distance of like 7rocks (from 1rock to the nxt is arnd 50m and we were on soft sand)

im so not alert to miss 76 twice.
the first time goes like this..
me,huiting & kristi was talking. huiting & kristi was sitting & i was facing them.
halfway, throughout the talk,
huiting: who wants to take 76?
when i turned back 76 alrdy zoomed past. hahs.

the 2nd time,
i was sitting there alone as all of them took another bus to the bus interchange.
i was staring at my phone. and something so bright went past.
i raise my head and tadaa! it's an empty double-deck 76 zooming past.

ahhh!! i missed my bus twice. i scream for the first one and dropped for the 2nd one.
how not alert can i be?
if not i will reach home by 22 30 instead of 23 00. see the difference?

2005-12-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

too serious i think.

2005-12-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!
im back home since yesterday.
i slept super early last night, like 9pm??

the camp was great especially the services.
i was again put into a team which i dunno anyone or not close.
this time was more worst than last time and the whole camp atmosphere was so dead. the first night jianming & jackson wanted to stay over at charleston's hse when they planned to stay at the camp.

and i definately miss the bunk ppl i slept with during the first camp.
this bunk ppl didnt wan to slp and woke up so early.
i was waken up by all their alarms & talks & they were making lots of noise when it was time to slp.
and worst, there was this person(you noe who) delibrately went against me during the last night.
but i dun care, i still can slp.

last thing, food cross is coming up again!
and after food cross, zone C is watching chronicles of narnia together.
the worst thing is?
i dunno if i can watch the movie with them?
my mum wants to bring me for facial.
and she said it long ago.
i cant possibly tell her that the church is having this thing and i cant go with her.
she will explode.
i will think of reasons to make her change it to friday.
and i'll not go sarawak with her next wkend.
im going church! i got hmwrk as excuse. hahs.

2005-12-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

went for CG today. the games are so fun. hahs.
i waited for the FBT red pants for the whole day and in the end it didnt have.
i want the FBT red pants

i'll get it on anyday that i have the chance to PS, if not will be saturday.

today in CG, we sang 'Here I am to Worship'

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life
Spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh, so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

it just describe God so much. my lovely Daddy.

2005-12-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

many a times i wonder, if i nv tke bball. i would just be someone you see outside. girlish & weak.
yes, but that's not hweeyee.
last time, bball is just a game that will tempt me to exercise regularly.
now i realise, some of the tweenyweeny things that i learned in bball are used in my life to protect myself.
if someone suddenly move back when he is walking, my first instinct is to shield with my arms so that i wont be taken advantage of.

most importantly, bball is like a gift to reach out to ppl, a first step to go!

im going to BIG camp again. isnt it so cool?
my GOD is BIG

2005-12-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

first usher duty today!! i was late. i rushed almost everything from takin shirt to reachin church. and i was nervous too! hahs.
today there is my fav song. ALL DAY! look at the lyrics.

I don't care what they say about me
It's alright, alright
I dont' care what they think about me
It's alright
They get it one day

I love You, I'll follow You
You are my, my life
I will read my bible and pray
i will follow you all day

I don't care what it costs anymore
Cause You gave it all and I'm following You
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what I'm going your way

I love You, I'll follow You
You are my, my life
I will read my bible and pray
I will follow You all day

All day, all day now, all day
Anyone around can see
Just how good You've been to me
For all my friends who don't know You
I pray that You would save them too

2005-12-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

todae my hse no electricity agn. so went out to slack with xin & min.
in the end they come my hse play & eat. play until so siao.
and low limin took alot of photos with my fone.
they even help mi pack my cupboard. hahs.

thats the craziness of us.

i wan that winniethepooh frm carrefour which is on sale for $29.9o. and that tigger too! i oso wan FBT shorts, RED one!!

2005-12-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

today went suntec city with xin.

went arcade waste money.

i want that winniethepooh frm carrefour.

its $29.9o. so expensive.

but it's cute & huggable.

2005-12-07T10:33:00.000+08:00

im back hm! i broke my record of not slpin more than 24hrs.
the chalet was kinda a success. i enjoyed it.
there was tis so call competition to set up the fire for bbq between the girls & the boys. and yes, the fire that the girls set up was more successful. i did almost everything.
and of cos we went to the beach. not once but twice. walkin on the beach barefooted was so shiok.
cyclin in the night with many ppl is damn fun.
and at night when we were out, funny stuffs happened too.

me & peiling was playin stress in the rm, so jiaxin,vivien,cindy went out for a walk.
they didnt bring any hp with dem. we tried callin dem but no one answer the fone and we didnt noe they didnt bring their hps.
so me & peiling walk to one end of the section and didnt find them.
so we walked back to the chalet but we OVERSHOT.
we talked too much and we walk halfway, realise: how come so wierd? so we walk back lor.

we were on our way to the public toliet, there is tis man laying on the table with his blanket on his head lookin like dead body..

peiling: are you sure that is a human?
me: hug her
peiling: ahhh!!
ppl frm chalet: keep quiet lah.
me: excuse me, u tink u very quiet izzit?
ppl frm chalet: murmurs. (too soft to be heard)

tis may look stupid, but if you are there, it will look funny. cos my brain cant wrk as per normal at 5am, so i dunno why i hugged peiling too.

on our way back to the place we came from, i thought peiling forget tke my fone..

me: xian zai ji dian?
peiling: looks at her fone. hweeyee, ni de dian hua.
me: turn back and run.

when i ran for a few steps,

peiling: hweeyee, ni de dian hua zai zhe li
me: walk back
peiling: gan cai ni yao kai shi pao shi, wo mo dao yi ge bearbear. wo yao gen ni jiang but ni tai kuai liao.

hahs, tis is not very funny too but peiling tinks it's funny.

when we were on the bus heading back, everyone was aslp except me becos im the first to alight. i was msg-ing with kahwah on the bus and i tink i see & intepreted 1 msg which led to a small argue. funny sia.

i mistook my hse heys for my grandma's so i went hm to knock the door and even call back. no one opened the door. i walked to grandma hse and when i got out of the lift, i took out the keys to realise that it's my hse keys.
diao!!!
i got to walk hm again. lucky the walk was 5mins only. if not wo jiu have to walk until i drop.

2005-12-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

about 5wks of the hols had passed and i haven complete my hmwrk yet. but tis hols has certainly been the most fulfilling one.

BIG camp

Vacation Bible School

Sy Rogers

there is still:

BIG camp 2

Christmas

heart awards

AND

my BIRTHDAY

see-ing more souls being saved. and promised to come to church. woosh! how wonderful.

yes, the reason im here to blog is becos i have nothing BETTER to do. hahs.

2005-12-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

im gonna move hm soon. the walls are so nice & everything, new furniture & stuffs.

BUT, i just dun feel like moving back. everyone is like going against me. pls lah, im human too lor. there is no freedom and yes, everyone attack me in the hse. no point have a hse look so nice physically but behind the doors, its all broken. all the big fat lies are like invisible explosive mines lying on the ground waiting for me to step on them. somehow i just didnt get to step on them. and i dunno how many more are there.

2005-11-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

woah, food cross was totally rock even though we din win. we ate the burgers too. c5 gave up & began to give their burger to us. hahs. aft tat went eat dinner. went to mit xin & min. walk arnd fareast then go penisula. saw someone hu look like jaychou. my tat small little comment everyone turn & look. someone even ask tat guy if he is jaychou. hahs. but too bad i tink he mute lah. actualli wan reach out, but dun dare lah.

my mum is super unreasonable lor. wan borrow shirt frm her oso cannot. scoldscoldscold. all she noe is to scold. she cant understand mi at all lor. little bit oso wan scold. she doesnt noe she is unreasonable lor. i dunno wad i own her. she doesnt treat mi as her daughter at all lor. she wans mi dead. "qu si lah ni" tats wad she said to mi. and she is blamin everything to church. she wans mi to change OVERNIGHT. u tink i can be tat goody ger in 4mths ar? the loopholes is sososo many lor. now some have been filled up but dere is still alot. she doesnt focus on the filled-up ones, she onli focus on the empty ones. go try askin an ahlian to change lah. i guess she will juz bash u up. she shld be thankful that im helpin with some of the housewrk,my results doesnt go downhill,doesnt scold vulgarities or go out to waste my time everywk. and i WILL BE goin for service tml. even if i dun go for service, i wont to anything to help. tat is mi.

2005-11-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

peach & yingtao may be so delicious & nice-lookin

but let mi tell u.

henghweeyee is mean,unkind,short-tempered,fat & everything else.

eat somemore peach or yingtao & u will be like me. wahahs.

hweeyee always gt crazy targets.

my targets before im 16 are:

-get a1 for overall %

-get gpa

-45kg

-15 for mfss. 20 for team

-in worship team

-$3500

2005-11-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FRM BIG camp.

tired, worn-out, sunburn.

i got many things to say. but i will sumarise it.

wad i like abt the camp?

impactful sermon, noisy bunk, bed to slp, get to noe more ppl, get close, can play bball with church ppl, night waterbomb.

wad i dislike abt the camp?

ppl not cooperative, cant listen instruction, disgustin toliet

SO, I WAS HAPPY BUT DISAPPOINTED.

i forget to bring lots of stuffs to camp. but lucky ppl have xtra of them. i lurve the sermon & bball most. and todae aft campbreak, almost the whole team went to eat. we intended to go back church to put our stuff & go out to have fun aft tat. but something happen make the leaders busy & jackson cant open the church for us. so, we went hm. sian-ed. i went hm with bryan. cos onli us stays at serangoon. enjoy goin hm with ppl.

my target for mayflower is not 10 onli anymore. 10 will be the veri minimum. i wan 15!!

2005-10-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

BIG camp is here tml! woah! i haven pack my stuff yet. lazylazylazy. im goin to enjoy myself instead of goin bball trainin. i can play bball dere too.

pst lia preach abt be committed & dun compromise todae.

so wonderful.

it hit mi tat lots of small sin become no sin.

eg. u buy noodles for $3. u give d stallholder $5, he change u $7. he probably tinks tat u gave him $10.

how many of us will return tat $5 to him?

we may be tight tat wk, but pls dun compromise. by not returnin tat $5, we r compromisin to tat greedy devil.

pls lah, God will provide for u if u believe. why tke tat $5 & give in to tat devil.

AND, d team hit a high attendance todae. 6ppl in total. so long nv hit tis target liao.

our team will keep growin.

someday, my sis will come back & recommit herself to Jesus.

someday, pingwei & haoping will be regular.

someday, elisa gonna be planted in church.

someday, leonard will get saved & be planted.

someday, i will tke my own sch, tke bradell, tke other schs & lives.

someday, i'll be a TL, CL, ZL.

i cant imagine tat day, but i noe tat day will come.

hoGc wont stop at tis point. d future is amazin.

God will make it possible.

dere is lots of bball trainin durin d hols. durin O lvls, we will train at amkcc. so irritatin.

aft i dyed my pathetic hair for 25bucks on fridae, many ppl tell mi many things.

my hair at the back is suppose to be purple (mind u, its PURPLE not PULPUE[spellin by roy yu]), it turn out to be purple mix with red. my tat small patch of hair supposed to be red mix purple, it turned out to be d pink i wan(it's d color i wan at d back). well, nvm, lets c the comments.

zhuo'er: u COLOR ur hair ar? she said the front part is purple.

sihui: u dye ur hair ar? looks cool. can i pluck 1 of ur purple hair? she said pink initially & DUN pluck my hair.

wendy: u look like ah lian. its fashion, not ah lian.

elaine piper: wah, dye hair ar? i 16 yrs old oso nv dye hair, u 14 jiu dye hair.

ur hair color so cool, i oso wan dye pink hair. pls dun dye pink hair. i bargain wid roy yu for a long time to have pink as my unique color.

kahwah: BS - wah, how much u dye ur hair? --gives tat face.

MSN - todae i c ur hair WOW, dye tat style & color.

SERVICE - ur hair, --gives tat face. so expensive, not worth d $$

mr koh, i noe my hair not worth d $$, can stop rubbin salt into my wound. and my hair is better than ur tat gold hair which almost ebrione have it. AND, stop givin mi tat face.

roy yu: BEFORE SERVICE - wah liao, ur hair same color as mine

AFTER SERVICE - lucky ur hair not same color as mine.

my hair surely not same color as urs, and i bargain so long den can tke pink. in d end auntie no pink, tat patch of hair infront is somewhat pink. dun actcute wid pink lah, its my color lorx.

fanglynn: u can dye hair ar? why cant i dye? no one stops mi frm tat.

dexter: wah, dye hair, win alrdy lorx. u can oso dye ur hair. but aft ur Os. u gt 3 mths lorx.

sherlyn: u dye ur hair ar? no nid go back sch ar? i will tink of a way to go back sch.

AND lots of ppl ask mi if i dye my hair. of cos i dye my hair. if not jiu shi i wake up den my hair turn tis color, my bedsheet color went to my hair.

AND, eeloo's fwen tot tat im 18(half becos of my hair). im sec2,not yet 14.

my bdae is on 31dec. rmb get mi my present.

2005-10-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

woah! hols r finalli here. no nid to wake up earli in d mornin. basically, i feel nothing for 2d. i din even went to sch todae. report bks were given out ytd. BUT, i still have hols assignment. im now halfway through my chinese, dere is still english,maths,SS,science. im goin to complete all my hmwrk durin nov so i can play durin dec.

finalli ate the pizza frm khatib, pizza hut still taste better.

2005-10-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

mrs pang is retirin. todae gt her retire celebration. d things super sian. i tell u. im sure i will miss mrs pang. my dear sci tcher. all d stories she told us. im emotional. crycrycry. hahs. tml get report bk liao. i hope i will get into d class i wan. hweeyee, how long u nv play bball liao? u noe u veri lazy? bad to worst.

2005-10-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

MY LIFE IS ON A ROLLERCOASTER

2005-10-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

IM GOING TO WASH MY HANDS OFF MY SISTER.

i tell u. its so not fair! my mum scolds mi becos i says that my sis is at fault. she wans mi to help her but yet when i complain, she scolds mi. wads wrong with her?

2005-10-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

God values me! no matter how messed up we are, God always love us. He's that awesome Father who lurve us though we blow our dive.

sometimes i wonder:
if i din go to mayflower
if i din accept the invitation to church
if i nbr wan to change
.. wad will i be?

i may be:
some 14yr old ah lian
bad kid who flunk all d papers
daokia to teachers
quarrelin wid my mum all day
a dunno anything at hm kid
self-destructin myself

now becos i found God, my life is nbr like before.

i nbr need to:
cry myself to slp at nite
numb myself with alcohol
act gong whenever dere is a quarrel at hm cos it hurts so much
tink tat no father is pathetic
or even
bang my head against d wall juz to let tat emotion thing come off;
that though of piercin d penknife through my wrist will nbr be dere agn.

i tell u wad: whenever..
i cry at nite, i weep off that tear & tell myself, Father is dere.
i wan to drink that alcohol, i tink of Dad first.
dere is a quarrel at hm, i turn to Him to tke away my pain
i tink that i have no father, i tink of God. He's my Father in heaven.
i feel like hurtin myself to let of that emotional thing, i whisper a slience prayer. and i noe that if i hurt myself, it hurts in God too.

my life will nbr be the same. cos i gt a Dad who values mi, who lurve mi no matter wad im.

He's dere. 24/7. no one can give mi d comfort He gives. Dad is always dere when no one is. i love You Father.

sometimes i imagine if every adult can be like my bball coach, how wonderful can that be. ppl may tink he is spoilin us, but give it a thought, he give us chances & see the hope in us. he sees his bballers who dye their hair & have piercin as we wan to follow the fashion, his bballers who climb over the fence & gate as mischevious. look at how he sees us. he got faith in us. he possessed wad we shld have. FAITH!!

2005-10-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

wednesdae was a wonderful day. on the way to church, i met cawa & cheegeok. before i board the train, i was lyk: aiya wrong door lah,u nv meet anione at tis door. oh i was so damn wrong. i gt tat seat cawa give it up to mi. i was so happy cos i was sososo tired. dunno why. thx cawa! durin prayer meetin, things was so wonderful. wad God told mi throught pst how was lyk. pst how called my name during d prayer meetin so zhun-d pronounciation no one could ever pronouce. he says that God says that all d troubles im going through now is a test. tis whole thing will tke my prayers to a higher lvl by jan, not tat tweeny weeny prayer in my heart before bed. (God hears my prayers!). pst how oso says tat i will be leadin a grp of 3-4 ppl by jan.(isnt tat great?!). ok. i will wrk towards tat goal durin d hols. i wanna be a great leader serving in church. those things r lyk nbr before. i oso though tat it tkes a long time before God can hear mi or even speak to mi. but im wrong! God sees my ebrithing. even wad i do before bed. my life will nbr be the same. im going to tke tis sch.

i tell u wad. my mum is super unfair. she sides my sis ebritym. its juz so yucks. i cant stand a moment being at hm wid my sis. but i noe sumthing most ppl doesnt. i will go through dem.

2005-10-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, im updating my blog agn. im in church now!

i hab an announcement to make: i wont be so online so often animore until i get my own computer. my mum doesnt allow me to touch d pc at hm animore. so, anithing juz col or msg mi at fone or email.

many things happen & my life change upside down. but, im still mi. tok to mi lyk u used to.

2005-10-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

my life will nbr be the same becos of Him.

2005-10-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

woah! had dinner wid sihui juz now & was so full. extremely full & sihui wan mi to eat more! todae we celebrated ru bdae. she was so shock & surprised.

i found d ans i owaex wan in pst how talk durin offerin. mum owaex sae tat i give to church. she doesnt noe,,im not wastin my $$. pls ppl,,i give frm my heart & i dun tink im wastin any $$. i rather sacrifice my clothin & stuff. its a swt smellin aroma tat rise up to God. i rather give.

2005-10-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

hweeYEE,,u r not supposed to cry over small stuffs!!

2005-10-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

exams was totalli sianx. i was so tirin tat i fall aslp durin hist paper. ms sim woke mi up. i din hab enough tym fer both d papers. its alrite. i went church straight aft tat. its fridae & dere is no much ppl in church compared to ytd. onli d usual ones were in church. so quiet & im not used to it! aniwae,,gonna chiong all d way fer my exams. studystudystudy.

as i looked at friendster. i saw so many lost souls out dere. oh. tis urge so strong. wad m i goin to do? my bradell lost souls, onli mi & jason to tke dem. & worst still, we dun go bradell often!

2005-10-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

damn fed up by sch tchers. give us a passage tat we did before & wan us to redo. waste our tym when is their fault.

went hm aft sch to find tat dey were doin rewirin & dere was no electricity. no choice but to study in church. so i went & studied fer awhile. dunno why ebritym zx nv bring stationary & will borrow frm ppl stuff tat onli i hab. he duapai lah. todae first tym go back hm wid zhuo'er frm great. super shoik. will go her hse nxt tym. hahs.

*im not suppose to be here at tis tym.

2005-10-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

as i pass by blogs & friendster profile,,i saw heartbreaks & self-destruction. sumhow i understand how dey felt. i was lyk dem in d past. but,,tis is not gonna happen to mi animore. many ppl r sayin whr is God. but lil do dey noe tat WE r owaex here to bring dem to God. most ppl reject invitation to church. dey doesnt noe tats d place dey can noe God. while many ppl r searchin fer God,,we r here reachin out to lost souls..

cawa found my lost bobdog mitten at reception counter todae. he's kipin it fer mi. thx kahwah~

2005-10-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

dere is prob wid blogger recently & its still here. so irritatin & use liao so xinku.

service todae was super cool. pst lia col d ppl hu r facin probs in life to come out & pray fer us. d power was sososo strong. presence of God was sososo strong. <3<3<3.

exams r rnd d corners & i haben finish revisin my wrk. and worst thing is,,all d fwens try to invite din agree to come. nid to pray hard & strong. d 4oo youths goal muz be fulfilled.

i cry fer ebrithing. it isnt tat im weak or wad. i juz lyk to cry. all d frustrations. its juz dere. sumdae if i dun cry fer u,,it doesnt mean i learnt not to cry,it simply means i dun care animore. i lurve almost ebrione tat walk past my life. well,,it juz depends..

pst lia preach abt hurtin ourselves. oh my past. though it has been quite sumtym i din hurt myself physically when im emotionally. though sumthings does hurt sumtyms,,i will nbr do foolish stuffs animore. follow-up is so great. i will tink over d things charleston sae. and todae sermon was almost d same i did fer follow-up. hahs.

2005-09-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

1/2 dae nia todae. gonna mug. studies is so impt. aniwae,,i skipped hist mass lecture todae. mrs chia din tell us d tym & location. forget it. went eat wid tracey. saw wendy juz now. hahs.

ytd gt back sci paper. i gt a pathetic 1/2mark fer honesty. supposed to be 1. but tcher mark wrong on d other qn. i gt 32.5 initially so she add a 1/2 mark fer mi. hahs. saw qing on bus ytd. im owaex so blur. dey owaex c mi first. hahs. God is great!

2005-09-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

im addicted to savin $$. dunno when it started,it realised tat i kip savin $$ though i wasnt in nid of dem. aniwae,,i gave my $$ to church. God's wrk nid finance. actualli,,im quite broke. im left wid 25bucks tis wk includin my transport fees. oh man.

we r blessed by our last yr seniors. dey did so well fer their Os tat d sch decided to give us 1/2 dae off which is uncommon fer mfss. other sch give off whenever dey win awards & whole dae when dey did well fer Os. mfss is stingy. its still a off aniwae. gonna chiong fer tat mornin. hahs.

2005-09-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

todae service was super great. lots of things i can relate to my life. woo! went church wid zhuo'er rite under d block. so cool! dere is still mani more tyms. i will pop-by her hse aft exams fer fun. hahs. i gt d registration form fer d BIG camp. dere is no one goin to d 1st camp in my cell except mi & zhuo'er. well,,its ok. dere is still lots of ppl. lalalas~

2005-09-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

BS is sososo great. d presence of God is sososo strong. simply lurve it! woohoo! todae we realli saw miracle as pastor how promised last wk. 7chpt in a session. wads more,,zhuo'er is officialli my neighbour. she is at blk 213 now. so wonderful. we will reach out to d neighbours tgt. sumdae i will pop-by her hse. its d start of our amazin journey,our amazin race. i lurve my amazin God!!

2005-09-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

we were chattin on fone juz now. i din noe tat mi,xin,min can be so powerful. we were tokin abt wad gift daffy shld give us fer d you jiang wen da bi sai. mi & min kip sae dalun. aft tat we kip jia yan jia chu. daffy cry machiam gt ppl die. we kip laughin till siao. still put private juz to laugh. so funni sia. aft tat tio fever as wad she sae. hahs. nxt tym wan tke us & we will suan her. she sure can get mc. cos lyk tat jiu fever. wahahs. lmao.

2005-09-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

i hab been tinkin abt d conversation mi,zhuo'er & samatha made last sat on mrt. we were tokin abt how fated we were to be in church. i was tinkin abt how amazin it is fer mi to be in church. i met zhuo'er on bus when i was goin trainin durin march hols. i exchange no wid her though we nv tok before in pri sch. d first tym she invited mi to red rain,i din go though i wanted as dere were probs at hm. 2nd tym,i went & was saved. now,,i treat her as 1 of my best fwen & leader. i share probs wid her. its so amazin. God is so amazin!

2005-09-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

I asked God for strength that I might achieve.
I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey.
I asked for health that I might do greater things.
I was given infirmity that I might do better things.
I asked for riches that I might be happy.
I was given poverty that I might be wise.
I asked for power that I might have the praise of men.
I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God.
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life.
I was given life that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing that I asked for,
but everything I hoped for.
Almost despite myself,
my unspoken prayers were answered.
I am, among all men, most richly blessed." -- fifi's blog

The world does not nid another leader, nor does it nid another argument winner or a gospel freak but it would definately nid another person who wud carry God's lurve & presence wid dem, going to d lost tat r trapped in a world of darkness, hopelessness & lovelessness -- Dominic (frm fifi's blog too!)

2005-09-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

todae was a busy & suay dae. well,,aft sch i went to eat wid joanne oppo sch. prem saw mi & scolded mi. i hab to mit him at 7am tml. he said tat i dun look lyk an express student. so my groomin wud be ok if im frm normal. tchers look down on ppl. aft tat i went fer piano which i try so hard not to slp. came hm, ate dinner,online,do hmwrk. now im here agn. dere i chinese test tml which i hab yet to study. im so so so tired & yet still hab lots of things to do. jialat. tml is thurs. finalli. stop here soon. dun miz mi <3.

2005-09-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

my whole life is lyk so messy. im so weary emotional. d family i tried to hold close juz tear apart. all started by my sis. i cant tke it animore. todae sermon was sososo gd. simply lurve it. oh ya. todae i realised tat d leaders can oso be not so serious at tyms. when we were at d lobby juz now, we met charleston,jianming,garett,roy. guess wad? jianming was so lame. he told us tat he=jian-ston,roy=roy-ston,garett=gar-ston. dey use charleston name. so lame. hahs. aniwae, gonna stop here. nitex :)

2005-09-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

i juz feel so weary in & out. i believe tat tis is something God wan mi to experience & grow. tats here im,,growin to stand strong. i dunno wad to do,i cant help. i realli nid d Holy Spirit go guide mi through. i cant tke it animore. tke care ppl. dun go hm late. its not gd. i hab a sis hu goes to church & not followin d godly way.

2005-09-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

im absolutely tired now. feelin so slpy. still hab arnd 4hrs of study rule yet to complete. muz complete tonite sia. i hab been slackin so much. i shld hab listen to cawa on tues. dun tok but study. im too lazy. i haben been slpin much tis daes. gonna mug tonite agn. well,,i will try my v best to study to 2am. i juz nid to study. exams rnd d corner. sososo much things haben study. i hab slack fer 8mths,its tym to pay back. all d fruits better study. daffy&xin muz go poa class. i wan go triple sci. tats my change in decision. received much much frm bible study todae. im growin. but i nid discipline more. well,,i shld realli end here. mayb online agn later bah. wait fer mi. tata~

2005-09-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

juz now went beach rd & yishun wid xin. actualli wan buy sumthing at beach rd budden in d end nv buy. den went yishun. wan eat pizza budden nv eat pizza in d end cos d pizza too BIG. c liao oso scare. i buy spagahetti,xin buy carborona. in d end we exchange. stupid us. aft tat walk to sumwhr near np to tke bus. xin almost forget whr to walk. she lamer kip count bicycle. den we kip joke joke joke. aniwae,,todae we suppose to go swimmin. in d end nv go. we too lazy liao. tats why so FAT! i hate my FATS & my spoiled COMPLEXION!

2005-09-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

todae mr tan came into my class & tell us a veri bad news. he is goin to transfer to evergreen sec in oct. i almost cried. he cant get use to life in c1. so do i. he broke his promise. he sae end of d yr. now? oct onli. haix. its so frustratin. ebrione is turnin my life upside down.

2005-09-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

im sososo not used to d new campus. d food is sososo expensive. d distance frm amk central is sososo far. d rules r sososo strict. d sittin arrangement is sososo sux. i hate d merge sososo much. bball trainin is sososo sianx. cos ppl r sososo childish. i lurve my juniors. hahs.

2005-09-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

12.o9.o5 marks d dae mfss merge as 1. as we leave d buildin todae, i suddenly realise tat all my habits hab to b changed. now i hab to walk fer 2 more bus stops before i can reach amk central. can nbr walk on d corridor, nbr climb d flight of stairs, eat at d study corner, eat d veri hm cook food, sit at d hall & parade sq, do mornin run at d technical blk dere & use d classrm. oh, how much will i miss d sch, ebri part of it. d place will owaex hold a memory fer mi. i look at d slideshow, i felt an ache in my heart. i owaex tot tat its alrite to move. i was wrong. d new facilities cant compare to my memories. c2, a part of mfss tat i wud owaex miss. being dere fer 21mths, i cant bear to move & todae d sch made us do a horrible thing -- leave frm dere & walk to c1. rules r gonna be more strict. how m i gonna survive my sec sch yrs? haix. formal lessons & cca gonna start tml. sianx sianx sianx. i hate bball trainin! i juz lurve to play it.

2005-09-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

d sermon pastor david preach durin d few daes was absolutely great. i receive so much. pastor how is great too! im growin in Him. tml sch gonna reopen & we gonna merge as 1. sianx. dunno wad to do. i noe tat no matter wad,d Holy spirit will be dere to help mi. its onli fer a few wks & it will be hols agn. i wan watch movie. jia hua yuan xian.

2005-09-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

winnie d pooh pink tee -- i own one! hahs.

2005-09-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

im so excited. im EMPLOYED IN CAFE. woohoo! sis evelyn told mi todae when i was abt to leave church. she came out of admin office headin towards auditorium,she saw mi & said: "hwee yee, i gt gd news fer u." -- i was lyk wad gd news? im so so so excited. sis evelyn will arrange mi fer trainin before i can serve God. i lurve it. wahahs.

a web fer ppl to check out. its abt d bad ppl on mirc. check it out http://www.yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com/

2005-09-08T11:13:00.000+08:00

tues was so cool! mi,sis,sihui,qing & ru went studyin in church. well,we played more than we study. upper rm was so fantastic. d presence of God dere was so so so strong tat i din feel cold at all. before tat i was so cold. aft tat i went play bball. so long nv play liao. i felt lyk im fadin away frm bradell especialli ppl lyk chiahao. saw him tat dae but din even sae hi. i earn 7bucks on wed. i tutored my piano tcher daughter. i earned some food too. so it was not 7bucks at all. todae mornin im supposed to go swimmin wid xin,min,eunice. it rained last nite & we were all so lazy to wake up. xin col mi to sae dun go cos scare water v cold. actualli,we shld go. d sun is so strong. hahs. lazy ppl will grow FAT -- tats US!

2005-09-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

went out wid xin todae. bought lotx of things. broke liao. eat into my savings sia. tml still gt trainin. super sianx de lorx. if i dun lyk bball jiu hao. no nid go trainin sweat lyk hell. todae saw d top i bought at ebase few wks ago goin fer 1/2 price. wth. 5o% = $16.5o. its so much. i can give it fer my titin. well,,im not gonna buy anitop frm ebase unless its sale or is those tubes/spags. so damn fed up.

2005-09-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

being wid God's children in church realli make mi grow more & feel d love. i was in church fer almost d whole dae on sat. i felt closer to more ppl & knowin more ppl. hoGc is juz lyk my 2nd hm. i simply lurve to live in God's lurve & grace. im growin up strong & healthy. im now tryin veri hard not to commit any sins. when i die,,i wan to stand infront of Him wid joy not sorrow. i wan to be accountable fer all my deeds. all d sins i once did,,i will account fer dem. im changin myself to be a role model fer my sis & showin ppl tat He realli changes mi. many ppl may tink im silly,,but how many ppl ever tink tat i learnt more & walkin on d right path instead of d wrong path i used to walk. if ah lians/bengs can change,why cant i? im juz a typical student. i will seriously pray fer all the lost souls. nitex ppl. <3

hoGc is a place whr i will realli grow. tho i cant be perfect,but i will live d best out of myself.

2005-09-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

prayer meetin was so great! todae i saw roy in church. d one hu owaex sit outside office last yr. glad tat he went yckss. tink if he in mfss, no one will reach out to him. hope he gt saved & attends church regularly. so happy! todae i realli grow spiritually. wad i receive cant be express by words. i realli hope to get more ppl saved. hoGc rox on!

2005-08-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

todae as d first tym i went church to study. hahs. i was dere fer lyk 4hrs. budden onli study fer abt 2 hrs. other 2 hrs i was helpin kahwah to test d chairs tgt 3 other guys. it was quite tirin but fun. aft tat learn sci frm kahwah cos i dunno den he teach him. until 9pm went hm. hahs. dunno kahwah can teach ppl. fridae goin back fer prayin meetin. woohoo! first tym. im gonna grow more.

2005-08-30T15:18:00.000+08:00

todae heard sumthing frm mrs pang & om tan -- dey r leavin mfss at d end of d yr. wad m i suppose to do w/o dem. its so horrible. other tchers r so damn strict. aniwae,,when dey were tellin us tis,i felt d presence of Christ so strong which make mi wonder shld i go back church. budden i din. i skipped trainin too. dere is no one to accompany mi. d sec 1s r at public speakin. well,its alrite. i can study. my heart goes out to those hu tink why m i doin all tis. God wan us to be in d right way,d holy way. He is so real & serious. i noe tat i will walk to eternal life wid Him. pls ppl,christianity is not a religion,its a relationship wid God. i hope tat sumdae ebrione i noe will be saved.

2005-08-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

finalli throughout all d practices,,todae we finallied performed. hahs. pastor how was surprised & thankful. he was lost at words. i tink tat though lots of accident happened todae,,d bdae bash went on smoothly. i felt tat throughout tis dance,,i known more ppl & get closer to ppl whom i known before d dance. ppl lyk linda,eeloo,kahwah,cherie,josceline & those dancers. i tink tat im growin lyk i nv before. i felt so close to church tat whenever i hab to leave,,i wont bear to. its lyk my hm. i owaex felt lurve & peace dere. its totalli different frm d outside world. im owaex growin & changin in God words. sumdae i will get real close to God ppl & grow to a better person.

2005-08-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

tis wk had certainly been a busy wk. i had been goin back to church fer lots of tym fer dance practice which took up lots of tym. racin wid tym is a muz. lots of hrs of study rule not completed. was lyk sick throughout d whole wk. i even din went out wid xin. sorri laopo!

being in church fer more than 3 mths hab make mi grow. God is changin my life fer d better. im now under control & habin more & more discipline. though im still in stage 1 which is gettin as wet as possible,i noe i will grow under Him. as i spend more tym in church,i get to noe more ppl & get closer to dem. all of us will grow tgt. i felt lyk habin a relationship wid God had changed my life much much much more better & happier. i can owaex feel peace in mi as i noe He is owaex dere. no matter wad prob i face in life, He will owaex be dere lyk a fwen,a father,& more impt,,He is my God. i lurve Him.

2005-08-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

its been a few daes since i update here. its been so tough to complete a 20hrs study rule each wk wid d busy schedule i owaex hab. now tat i hab chosen God over world. i felt prosecution & problems arisin. i felt His presence owaex so strong. tis wk was certainly d wk tat i gt closer & noe more churchmate. though so of dem i dunno their names,,but i still wave & sae hi to dem. sumtyms its d other rnd. still d same rite? hahs. i nid $. i wan new clothin & d shirt fer d performance. anione hab black giordano crew/rnd neck L/XL shirt? lend it to mi pls.

2005-08-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

as d study rule had began,,im gettin less tym fer myself & fwenx. studyin 20hrs/wk is sumthing i nv did before. i din even study fer 20hrs/yr. but fer God,,im willin to do so. its almost half d wk & i can still feel His presence. unlike d past when i onli feel His presence on sundaes. fwenx arnd mi dunno d changes in mi. my heart goes out to dem. as i begin to pray fer dem,,i realli hope tat dey will be touched by Him & be saved. especialli xin. revival is oso nided at hm too. ytd,,zhuo'er col mi to pray fer mum. not onli revival is nid at hm,,its nid ebriwhr. when zhuo'er move in to my blk,,we will reach out to d neighbours too. tke care ppls. gonna study agn. bye~

2005-08-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

being not in church last wk as dere is fop,,i certainly missed church. xin went wid mi todae. though she wasnt a veri gd sheep,,i will not give up. i wan her to b saved. all tat i hab owaex prayed. i wan my closest fwen to b saved. i dun wan ani of dem to hab eternal death in hell. though not in church fer a long tym,,i noe im gettin involve in activities & God had opened up my mum heart to allow mi to participate. d sermon todae was 1 of d best tat had touched mi other than d first one. it made mi reflect on d past,,how i was tempted to smoke. lucki i did not. it was so gross. hahs. as d study rule begin on mi,,i gt to wrk xtra hard. i wan to rise up & serve in church lyk wad charleston said. tml is sch agn. so sianx. endin here. tke careT.

2005-08-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

derrick is out of superstar. its not fair at all lorx. alot of ppl vote fer weilian out of sympathy. his bi ying is so zhong lorx. derrick can sing better. he cried on d results. lotx of fans cried. i cried too. haix. derrick hoh weijian & leon lin yizhi will owaex be my superstar! i wanna cut my hair. pls give mi some money!!

2005-08-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

hahs. todae is national dae. gt hols fer todae & tml. yeah! todae whole mornin rot at hm. den aftnn go my sis rm kajiao den fall aslp on her bed. siao liao. aft tat went sushi tei wid my mum at orchard. 8 sumthing jiu come back le. bought nuthing except bread. cos breadtalk gt sales. hahs.

o8.o8 -- sch ended at 10am. actualli goin hm. on bus laopo col mi to go bishan wid her & her classmates. nuthing to do dere so fool arnd wid dem lorx. hahs. not familiar at all. but i not daokia. aft tat went central find my grandma cos nv bring keys. aftnn went out wid xin to city hall. saw lanpuo laoshi dere. but nv col him or wad,,dun dare to. hahs. reach hm at abt 9.3opm. bought a new shirt frm ebase. tats all.

2005-08-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

as i open up my heart & stand before Him,,i felt peace & joy. d Festival of Priase was absolutely awesome. d presence of God was veri strong. as we worship & praise Him,,i decided to change myself to a better. i gonna quit all my bad habits/attitudes & aggressiveness and will complete all my hmwrk. im going to pray fer more & more ppl to be saved. i will try to invite more fwenx to church. i will do my part..

we waited fer abt 3hrs before we could gt in. it was so hot. d performance were great. d vocal fer Delirious & Hillsong were handsome & chio. gt 2 signatures. hahs. 1 was frm d vocal of Delirious. he ish so handsome. im havin sore throat rite now. i cant lose my voice. oh !!

2005-08-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

mfss is out of nationals. haix. all our dreams crashed. 35:29 was d score fer todae. im so so so tired. coachin was farkin angry todae cos we din do wad he sae. he even told jyelin to change cca cos she too small size le. aft tat went nyjc. played & chatted dere. went hm aft tat. din went cc to c hu was dere. aniwae,,gers we did our best le. though dere might not b animore chances fer us to play,we will still wrk hard rite? tke care lotx.

2005-08-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

we din win todae. argh! d pts was 36:46.at least coach wasnt angry.we played better bah. we not gonna give up here.we will win nygs. fridae will be our big dae. liyan went back on court todae. cheers fer her. aniwae,,gd luck fer presbyterian & mfss fer next game. mfss will WIN nygs on fridae. jiayou gers!

2005-08-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

din went sch todae. overslept,,actualli it wasnt lyk tis. my alarm rang at 5.45 but din wake my mum. abt 6.30 woke up agn. realised was late but din wan to rush so went back to slp till my mum woke mi up at 7. slp agn & woke up at 9+. aft tat jiu go polyclinic wid xin & daffy. go mediacorp,,daffy wan c weijian but too late le. he went in 1min before we arrived. went back to amk to mit huiling. she buy shoes le jiu zuo le. ebrione is not feelin well. all our players r sick especialli huijun. we all nid her to come. went 421 to mit farhan. sianx. went back serangoon. mit xin agn somewhr near her hse. some many ppl smokin dere. zj was dere too. he tell mi to bully his sis. siao. went nyjc to play bball jiu went hm. aniwae,,dere was praise fer farhan. dickson sae he kick soccer de oso can play bball better than ani new ppl. tml game we will win. miracle will happen.

Lord, todae here im pray to You tat tml we will win d nationals vs new town. pls heal huijun. we realli nid her. pls let all our players hab health,stamina,determination,courage,speed to play tml. let us play wid brains. let coach not b angry wid us. tml game is an impt game fer us. we nid to win to get into top 8. Lord, pls let us win. i pray all tis in d name of Jesus. Amen.

2005-08-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

mfss WON d tournament against manjursi todae. had 2 time over -- draws fer twice. first tym i c. endin score was 50:40. coach was damn angry,,he walk away rite aft d game. he said tat even if we win,,he wont b happi. huijun cried lyk hell aft tat. she was injured & her specs were broken. chunfang did her best. she scored 36pts & fell lots of tym as her leg did not hab much energy. but i noe chunfang hab determination to play till d end. lurve her lotx! wanted to skip p.e todae but mrs sidhu din allow. i wore d wrong pants. lucki doreen lend mi hers though we ain close. lurve her too! aniwae,,we din hab enuff tym to eat todae. hope wed & fri will hab more. aft game went amk central wid huiling,,she wan buy shoes. i saw d bottle i wan in sportslink,,same price. tml goin to buy. gonna buy bobdog & pink mittens. mit xin,farhan,kelvin(shld b d name) aft tat. so sianx. aniwae,,went nyjc to play bball wid kelvin awhile. if not we will all b bored to death. hahs.

2005-07-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

i gt mua hp todae liao. m1 sux lorx. din upgrade my plan. dunno use how much incomin col liao. onli give $10 fer bu chang,,shld weave all d fees. aniwae,,my mum went church wid mi. so wad. cant stand her. onli happi thing was tat she lyk hoGc better than fcbc. hahs. jiaxin & farhan. lalalas~

2005-07-30T17:52:00.000+08:00

hahs. juz reach hm. went out wid my dad cos i wan get a new hp. he gave mi money to buy cos fone line name is my mum de. sign contract nid my mum. nv ask frm my dad much todae. onli eat sushi & hp. he oso gave mi $50. yeah. can buy new tops le. money makes d world go rnd. tat xigua,,tell mi if reach hm earli col her. now she tis pig,,slpin. wth. col her so many tyms oso nv pick up fone. hahs. xigua = pig..

2005-07-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

ME = LOUSY BBALLER. i felt lyk i nv improved at all. i din run fast enuff,din intercept,not payin attention,no stamina. so lousy. nationals r rnd d corner & i cant improve. pls help mi! i nid to improve real fast before being d next one coach ask to change cca. i dun wan to let my juniors surpass mi. muz try realli hard.

2005-07-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

mfss lost d match to anderson. 47:71. coach was farkin angry fer some reasons or so. he left right aft d game. our main players din play well. some were unwell,some din hab stamina. aniwae,,todae mshs won woodgrove.d game was so damn excitin. woodgrove players were so damn short. score was 42:39. both teams did well. muz wrk realli hard fer nationals.

2005-07-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

mfss won agn todae. mfss:ytss = 36:34. it was so close. i din get to play but it was alrite. coach was so damn angry tat he scolded vulgarity. i accept tat. saw mr.wong dere. hahs. he cant regonize mi at all. i changed lots since pri sch. lurve all my coach. mfss & yzps. miss those daes. gonna play wid anderson on wed. MFSS WILL WIN! go against all odd & win. hahs. i miss my camera so much. haix. all cosh of my farkin sis. cbk. im so damn tired & lots of hmwrk to complete.

2005-07-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

deyi din get into top4 in north zone. such a pity. dey won mshs but din get in. why cant mshs b out & deyi in? argh! disappointed. but,,d players,,pls cheer up! todae den i noe get top 4 gt trophy de. hahs. so gong.

NORTH ZONE TOP 4
Gers: Mayflower Secondary School
Anderson Secondary School
Nan Chiau High School
Yishun Town Secondary School

Bois: Maris Stella High School
Presbyterian High School
Woodgrove Secondary School
Woodland Ring Secondary School

2005-07-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

ebrithing is so frustratin. i cant concentrate on anithing. gt scoldin frm coach at trainin todae. i gt injuries on my ankle,,front & back. so so so tired. mondae gonna hab tournament vs yishun town. we,,Mfss C gers will win fer sure & get d championship on wed. jiayou! life is so tirin & frustratin. i dunno how to walk on strong & steady..

2005-07-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

bball trainin todae. wasnt nice. coach told d seniors to help us in d strategy juz fer show. 2 seniors *i dun wan to mention names* did their strategy which was fer d B gerx & gt mi kena scolded. it wasnt once or twice. it was 4x. tat happens to huiling too. worst thing is. coach NV c at all. tmd ! nowadaex sec 2 in sch r gettin more & more childish. especialli d bball ppls. dunno how long can i stay in tis team. i will hang on~

2005-07-18T19:20:00.000+08:00

tis wk wasnt a nice one. today hp gt confiscated durin frisbee game. cried lyk hell & d tcher return it to my mum when she came. it isnt cos of d fone. dere r lotx of prob too. no one noes how its lyk to b MI. tml trainin agn.i gt my feet injured. muz put plaster. hate it! next mondae will b match wid yishun town. win will play on wed. lose will play on tues. BUT,,i noe tat MFSS will surely play on wed. why? cosh we will WIN. no matter how hard d battle is,,we will all survive. we all flowers of mfss will NBR GIVE UP. jiayou to all players !!

2005-07-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

i goin to hab my hp plan changed . ytd my sis quarrel wid my mum & things got so worse tat my dad was here . he wans our hp no . mum sae if he pay d bill he can hab it . so he agreed to pay . but i muz col him myself . other than tis . im not goin to get involve in tis ..

2005-07-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

went CG in church todae & zhuo'er gt d tym mix up so we joined d sgs ppls . i was nice & we hab new ppl . d atmosphere was abit awkward . so not lyk us . aft tat went out wid xin . wanted to watch initial d at first . went marina sq & dere wasnt show in d rite tymin . so went walk arnd & walk to bugis . all bcos of d ndp & we walk a long route . d ncc ppl werent friendly at all . dey din even bother to tell us d rd were close & we stood dere lyk fools . aft tat shop arnd & saw lotx of things i wan . went to orchard aft tat . went sembawang to c weisiong was dere & his was ! so went dere tok to him & his fwen sae xin is 17 ! hahs . tats all fer todae . hope leonard will go church wid mi tml ..

2005-07-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

D RAIN DIN STOP ! argh ! todae din went nyjc . no one was dere . tml i m going out & nic sae dey will b dere . tmd . mayb sundae aft church go dere . i regreted bringin my sis to church . my mum kip wan go fetch us . den i cant hab dinner wid dem . regreted agree to play frisbee in d interhse . if no agree,,mondae can play bball . c how first . mayb aft tat go . budden ******* sure not dere . sianx . i wanna noe abt their games .!

2005-07-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

wth ! it rain juz now & floor is wet . i wan go nyjc play bball . its lyk so long nbr go dere play or perhaps c d ppl i usually c . all bcos of d stupid bradell heights rim . if not i wud get to c dem last wk . onli sae nic,dickson,chiahao,chunming . so not use to it . aniwae hopin not to c d peicai & yuying ppl except melvin,nic & chunming . dey sux big tym . farkin trainin ytd has cause heat to accumulate in my body . wanna sweat dem out . get to noe alvin's gf ytd . she usin his hp . d nite before i send a msg to him s i hab excess sms to use & she replied . hahs . she ish quite nice,not lyk wad i expected ..
mfss C gers rox big tym ! all d ball gerx rox ! we r goin to play wid yishun town d next game on 25.o7 . we will sure win ! aft tat shld b play wid anderson . will oso win ! we will b north zone CHAMPIONS . go national will oso b CHAMPIONS . at least top 4 . jiayou !!

2005-07-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

hahs.i m goin to hab mua follow-ups soon. zhuo'er col mi juz now to arrange a tym. but d person guidin mi thru d follow-up ish not zhuo'er, its charleston! so nice. shld b jieying actualli, budden she stepped down. charleston ish d biggest zone leader in church. how nice to do follow-ups wid him. lookin forward to it..

dere ish bball trainin tml. sianx. d worst thing ish tat its at c2. wth. hope tml no coach den jiu go earli..

2005-07-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

todae while copyin notes durin history lessons, i suddenly realised tat i hab changed abit aft goin to church. in d past, i wasnt bothered to tke down even a word. but now, i m tkin down notes when no one is do so. perhaps i m doin tis to show my mum an improvement in myself so tat i can continue to go church. i m learnin to hold back my emotions. sumdae i hope to a real better person..

2005-07-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

as i continue mua journey to chirstianity , i felt prosecution at hm & in mua fwenx . i learn to sacrifice fer God . todae was d first tym i held back all my angers when mum did sumthing i din lyk . when i was goin to burst , i tot of zhuo'er words . perhaps church wasnt a bad thing . next thing i goin to do ish 2ohrs of study per wk . mayb 15hrs first . i wan to show ppl arnd mi tat God will change us into a better person & saved dem too . i wonder if my determination will b so strong_if mum dun give mi $$ if i continue to go church , if onedae mua boi hates christian . will i still go church den ? mayb yes , mayb no ? but i noe tat things learn in church will nbr b forgotten . i m still in d water absorbin more of God words . i will stay strong ..

2005-07-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

todae was a great dae fer teams tat wore red & played in court 2 . we all won . deyi:mshs = 54:53 . mfss gers:nchs = 50:41 . mfss bois:nvss = 34:23 . d game between deyi & mshs was damn excitin . dey hab same pts at d end den overtym . actualli mshs was leadin budden deyi chase up in d end . woohoo ! benson & jiahao was injured . deyi still get punishment aft d game . jiahao was totalli exhuasted aft d game . it was real tough & hab overtym . benson got hurt & jiahao fell . i was lyk crazy & so nervous . almost ebrione frm mfss was cheerin fer them especialli ME . i was screamin & jumpin . jiahao hand was so sweaty when i congras him aft dey win . playin against nchs was real tough though i played fer onli awhile which let d opponent score 2pts . tat was unexpected . aniwae we won . d bois oso won nvss budden tat sch not gd & dey can get demself injured . 3 best players . wad sia . aft tat went nyjc . d court dere not v nice . actualli wan go hm at 7+ . walk pass CC saw jiahao . went in chat & play till 9+ . din manage tu get his no . no chance tu do so . he look realli exhausted . next fridae hope he will b dere though CC ish so empty ! we goin finals . first tym mfss C gers go north zone finals . hooray ! deyi oso go 2nd rnd . first tym their batch . congras & jiayou tu dem . now i noe . mani ppl dun lyk christianity . jiahao dun lyk d wae christian worship their God . kkx lah . i still hab tu tink abt it . hahs ..

2005-07-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

gt mua contact lens todae . yeah ! wasnt ez tu out it in . tke a long tym . budden i m still new tu it . tml tournament agn . against nchs . ish a muz win . 2 teams will b selected tu semi-finals . we wan tu b one of dem & we dun wan tu fight fer d 3rd place . we wan tu fight fer d championship . onli d team tat win all 3 teams will go & it will b MFSS ! Holy spirits will b wid us . tml can help deyi cheer . 12.30 d bus will bring us dere . tat means we will reach dere lyk abt 1 . their match starts at 2.10 . aft tat will b gerx den bois . mfss gerx will nbr give up no matter how tough d game ish . we wanna bring hm victory . we will break d record of mfss C gerx . we r d WINNER !

2005-07-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

we won agn ! hooray ! muz win nchs so tat can go north zone finals . i wrk it out tat winnin nchs oso mean we secure a 3rd . fridae gonna b our big dae . mfss : nbss = 42 : 16 . nchs stardard ish abt us . saw d score dey played wid cvss . different ish 4pts frm us . it gonna b a tough game fer us but we will nbr give up . we muz win ! jiayou tu all playerx ! realised tat daex tat dyss played their game ish same s us gerx . saw jiahao todae agn . actualli din c him budden he wave tu mi wid his jue hua tea on hand . tink dey win nvss todae . hope fridae he will go nyjc & i can mit him dere . hope dey will win mshs on fridae . dey play before us so can watch . d Holy spirits will b wid us . fridae still nid tu wait fer d bois tu finish their game before we can go hm . sianx . 6pm den can reach nyjc ..

2005-07-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

I M GETTIN FATTER !! eaten so much todae . kfc fried chicken & ice cream . no more oily food fer mie tis wk even fried eggs . set !

todae sit on bus wid laopo . suddenli feel lyk i nid a guy ,, on bus ly on him , swt tok , walk mi hm , go church tgt & play bball tgt . budden onli todae hab tat feelin . tml it will b gone ~